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Changed my blog add..changed my whole-self. I would say i would like to move on.. i would like to leave everything behind..and go! No comments taken to heart. Just starting on a new leaf. This entry is to thank everyone around me who has helped me in one way or another. Thanks to:

NIDTA- for all the sense u knocked into me..and fighting with me..and still being there for me..and just being the perfect scorpio u are..haha love u..

THIPAK- for standing up for me..helping me out whenever i needed u..and for being so loving and nice to me..

GOVAN- for......whatever u have helped me in..and for being a nice brother..at times..

AARTHI- for just being urrrself..enna pillai?

SANGEE AKKA- for telling me i lost weight at Segee's reception..it really made me feel good that day..and love you too..

ANNA- for just being..U!!

SHAHANA- for being there for me when i needed u in NYP or even wen i left for Lasalle..or even till today..u will always be my best-friend no matter what..we should catch up...love u too..

MALAR- some of the best advise i have gotten have come from u...u are always a close friend of mine and will always be that way forever..love u too..thanks for being there when i needed u..we should do more pasir ris camps more often haha..

KAVI- have not spoken to u much..kinda lost touch..but u are also one of my close friends and will always be..love u too..(hey princess mithya still living ok?)

SARAS- new friend i got to know through nidta..nice knowing u so far..and its been very nice going out with u..u are a very good person and a good friend..

SEGEE N ANU- the both of u i have not been very close to till now..thanks to segee's wedding.. love u both to and u are both very good friends of mine..love u guys also..

and finally...

AMMA and APPA- for 'i-dun-know-why-the-hell' letting me go to australia. i know i have not stayed in a school fully..and i know its hard for u guys..but i wont let u down this time and i will always love u both..not equally though..i still love amma more..even though she scolds me more..wierd huh?..hmm?

A BIG THANK YOU TO U ALL...

oh god i forgot shane..haha..ok...

SHANE- for coming to my house on my birthday at 11pm at night..for winning all my money playing '21' infront of my mom...for still wanting to beat my royal indian arse in Monopoly again.. for doing that very 'strip-club' inspired dance at the christmas fucntion..love u too...haha

Cheers.

veluthathellam paal endu ninaithuviten..ok i was trying my best to make that sound right..if you need to clarify please call me. I was wrong, in many things. I agree. I WAS stupid. (empahsis on the WAS). Nidta is right. I am just stupid and naive. I was so stupid to trust a naatan and a naatachi! En buthiyai serupaleye adikavendum.(call to clarify if dun understand). Thanks Nidta for after a long time managing to knock..ok not knock..DRILL some sense into me. Love you lots for that. And thanks thipak for getting ready to take major action for me. (u know what i am talking abt). The dead is dead. True. The old me is dead..someone i dont think knew much about the people she mixes with and the people who find it amusing to talk about her (not in celebratory ways, mind you). Maybe in Sera's words.."they feel good about themselfs when they mock others. Makes them forget their flaws.". Well its a new beginning and a new life..i am leaving everything behind..if people are not matured enough to do the same i cant help it can i?

Cheers

Its not life that people dont understand. Its the twist and turns that life has in-store for everyone that confuses even the well-knowledged. I would not have thought that i would be going overseas, that to on my own. Someone who fears the inside of her own home, what will the unknown have waiting for her? Is it a blessing or a curse to have been so sheltered all my life, that now the phantasm of having only my own shoulders to cry on is becoming true? It all did not hit home for me till today. I went to apply for my visa for Australia. Can this small action trigger such a big reaction? It all happened so fast that even i now have to stop and let all that has happen sink in. I was wrong, leaving family, one that i have been so close with, behind is not an easy task. Even close friends. Who will I look for when i need to irritate? Who will I look for if i need to scream? Who will i look for if i just want to let go of my unruly emotions? Its easy to say that making new friends is child's play. Even then how sure am i that they can replace what i am going to leave behind? I dont think anyone can replace the loved ones i have now, be it family, friend or even foe. Could it just be that i have started to grow up and just found out the knots and ties i have with the people i love? Or could it just be an intuition?

Cheers